Im a little lost and confused right now,
I forgot how to swim could you teach me how?
Everything that made sense before,
Said goodbye when sense walked out the door,
All is good and all is bad,
And when im happy im far more sad,
Im choking on the open space,
And im too tired to run the sleeping race,
When I close my eyes its numb and black,
And there’s a cyclone of emotions ready to attack,
I feel so sick yet I feel so well,
And now there’s just no way for me to tell,
I thought this road had been walked already,
And things would now be hard and steady,
I think I thought something so wrong,
And now i don’t know if im strong?
Such love that consumes my heart,
Such a beautiful but minute part,
I am not frightened by this expense,
I just wish that someone could make sense,
Of my sorrows of my sins,
Of all my glory and all my wins,
Of all the pleasure and all the pain,
And all the things that haunt me again,